I just am unsure. Things are going ok, but something is different. They aren't like they were. I feel like things are just there and that the feelings are fading away. For Thanksgiving break, I was hoping to escape school and spend some quality time with him, but instead he made plans to go to the lake and didn't invite me. He rarely invites me to anything anymore. I am honestly pretty sick of it. And I have already tried talking to him multiple times. He has only ever invited me to one thing, which I declined because I hate one of his friends, but at least he invited me. In the mornings where I wake up before him, I kiss his cheek before I leave. And usually he does the same. But this morning he didn't. To be fair, I was already awake, but he didn't even say bye to me before he walked out the door. I am kinda venting, but things aren't completely bad. We spent some time together last night watching Home Alone and the first episode of Legend of the Seeker season 2. Sometimes when I look into the future I don't see him in it, but then again I don't really see any significant other in my future. Weird. But I do love him, and would love to be with him, but I am unsure because of the things that have been happening during this semester.

Sorry if my thoughts kinda jumped all over the place.